how can i not be contented

hm. my bf's sis is in marketing & she kana retrenched. how unfortunately it is, but i dont think she will be crying over the lost job. i dont get any vibe that she loves it.

so again, i am counting my blessings that
1- i have a relatively stable job- i am a confirm perm staff! (i am still keepin fingers crossed though) i do LOVE my job though. sincerely. i love my colleagues too! i love the office durian tea party too!

work has been pretty slack. i dunno why. is it becoz i am forgetting to do something???

i feel quite unstretched at work. ... ... the most exciting thing everyday is planning what outfit to wear to work. very bimboatic... but thats true.

2- no financial issues for me- as long as i dont buy another 10 pairs of shoes within 3 months. besides, i have a very practical reason not to buy shoes- i have no more room for them in my house! HAIX.

3- i am healthy- even my myopia stopped increasing. maybe next year is a good year to do lasik and do a double eyelid job on the way, by the way, heeheehee.

4- i have a lovable bf who simply adores me. yes! he adores me as much as i adore my shoe collection. which is ... a LOT!=) i strongly feel its better, safer even, for a bf to be more in love with the gf than vice versa, though i know thats highly selfish. but thats just the way i view the game of love.

5- i have my family and friends. friends... not a lot but a few true ones are more than enough.

now, i just need to be prudent, save some monee and go on holidays and i will die happy.

work reflection

sometimes when i wake up, the first thing that come to mind is work-related. i have to say, i really have nice colleagues who make working enjoyable. that is strictly some of the times.

sometimes, i magnify my mistakes to such a huge extend that i just FEEL DAMM LOUSY. which is most of the days. actually. hahaha.

then today, my GM says, sometimes we dont need to set such high expectations.



really????????!!!!!!!!!!

crabby day.

how does purple contacts look? just curious. yes, it was vday 2 days ago but seriously, bf & me dont give a damm about it. i aint upset abt no flowers or no present since he splurge on birthday gift for me already. i wont ask for more( unnecessarily). hahaha.

we had always always been talking abt eating crabs so we took this occasion to splurge on crabs!! we went to this ulu ulu seafood place that doesnt have a bus stop within 400 metres!

mere mortals who cant afford taxi or own transport will never bother to go there.

n we wanted sixty min (!!!!!!!) for one chili crab and one salt baked crab. yes, thats how crabby we were feeling. we ordered nothing else but crabs! we were just damm worried we would waste food- better not take the chance.

the chili crab - good! just nice for people who like it mildly spicy but cant take real spicy. so it was a little not spicy enough for me. but i wolf down half! more than what bf expected. YUMMY.

the second was salt baked crabs. while waiting, i actually already saw numerous salt baked crabs served to other tables. it is the crab which you can taste the original taste of its meat n texture.

i really really had a lot a lot of crabs that day...

2 crabs costs us sixty plus. which is cheap i guess.... for the kind of standard. my friend recommended this place n said its famous. i guess it is ... silently famous & letting the food speak for itself.

not that we spend vday totally on hawker fare... we went for thai food the day before. he was sharing a story on how he made his colleague laugh so hard that he spurted out his drink.

he did it to me too!!!

he said something which i found so funny that i always choked on the mango slice that i was chewing on. he said he could see my saliva spewing out. EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW. major loss of image. but i am more concerned i dont get choked by laughter and die laughing, tho it isnt a bad way to end a life. hahaha.

old friends

alyssa, my old friend. so glam in the pic coz she was going to a dinner. i think i look like a kid next to her.

friendships are really hard to maintain. my new year resolution to keep in touch with old friends is proving to be quite difficult. then again, for those friends who bothered, i know those peeps are for keeps...=D

this year CNY was short n sweet. more colleague gave out red packets!! whahaha.

a lot of relatives said i am looking better/prettier. well, of course. since i switched to contact lens, eyelid tape, fake eyelash, eyeliner, BB cream, eye , cheek and lip color!

the power of makeup and my time&money investment!

there is no ugly woman -only lazy woman!!!