For the first time in quite a few years, I feel like this has been quite a looong year. So much has happened. Too much, in fact. So much so that i finally realize what is making feel me tired.
LIFE.
!!!
yeah... it sounds like I am tired of living. But living is tiring. Why cant I be like the korean 90 years old couple who bought a piece of land & grow raddish for retirement. They are 90 years old and yet they are still very healthy, able to climb stairs and handwash their laundry at a nearby stream. They are still so active at 90 years old!
They had the right balance of electricity and technology. No compulsion to have/check digital gadgets.
It probably signifies that I have an innate refusal to move along with the times.
ANyway, I would like to have their kind of retirement.
random:
BF was making me so pissed that he just want to watch a movie during the weekend. For. every. weekend. why isnt he TIRED of doing the same thing again & again ( Ok, i realize the same can be said for me & shopping but at least with shopping, you get to stroll around & burn some calories).
We need to get up and move our ass!! Cause sometimes i look at him & imagine seeing a normal weighing guy, in a fat suit. I wonder whats the real appearance of this guy underneath the fat suit? I wonder whats the shape of his jaw. I wonder why is his head too big for his specs; thus his specs creates a red mark when he wears them. Sometimes, i sit down & feel like my butt is expanding. hmm, am i developing an issue with weight, for all the meaningless meaning that it means?!