today, finally i got to meet up with my best gal pal after so many months!!missed her company! hanging out with her, i got the feelin of being transported back to good ole sec sch days. not much stress. food was cheap. sch was near. friends were true.
just a short while and i ended up with a new pair of shoes, nail polish etc. haix. girls. i need to start saving up for my pending vacation.
there is always a first time for everything isnt it. whatever is hidden and oppressed will sooner or later come floating to the surface, and the longer it takes, the more explosive the outcome will be. hiding it, willing it to go away, is just faking everything. and wont it make things worst?
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i am scared of my new job... >,<>this is really happening.
maybe i should start envisioning myself as a tai tai and i will be able to be one of the tai tais instead of one of the worker ants. whahahahahahahahaha. maybe one day, my future husband is a .... millionaire or something coz he struck toto. that will be damm cool lor. whahahah.
okay, on the other hand, i am really mega mega excited la. i need the space here to gush about my excitement. whwhwhwhaaaa. hohohohohoohohoh. yah, baby! i am excitedly-scared abt where i will be heading.
after one and a half years later... i will be armed with a degree and it will be official, man. i will be climbing up the corporate leaders and er.... be in a well heeled position lor. what more can i hope and work towards to? tai tai is just not feasible. >,<
note to self:i need to start shifting my attitude. start asking : SO WHAT?!
Countdown:
1 working week. or. 4 working days.