sometimes, i wonder if the best & luckiest thing that has happen to me ... is that i have my kungfu panda/bf to be with me. i wont say he is The One... but i guess he is pretty close. i'd given up wishing for a handsome perfect partner... handsome cant bring u a piece of mind. perfect does not exist. i really do think and admit that what he has given me is more than what i had given him.
i remember reading somewhere that guys are programe to be polygamous while girls believe in monogamy. sometimes i wonder, how does it feel like to be a gf of a handsome bf who cheats, but return to your arms (faithfully) at the end of the day? how much does being faithful matters in a committed r/s?
my insides are twisting as i imagine the girl. will the girl think it is OK , so long it is just a short-lived fling/ ONS? is it OK if it was JUST once? twice? less than 10 times? is it ok, so long that she is kept from knowing?
maybe at the end of the day, ignorance is bliss. most/some women dun mind closing one eye as long as they see no evidence right in front of their eyes. n even if there is evidence, men gets forgiven anyway.
sigh. love is blind.