Love my self & Like others

i love myself enough not to force myself to do things that bring me no joy! I guess this is very typical of gen Y... n guess what I AM A GEN Y.

Went to jovis's one year old birthday bash!!

Here are the 3 friends from sec sch whom i know whom turned up.... ooops, one of which is moi. Nothing changed, except we dont wear spectacles where possible & i put makeup where possible.

Alysa says she is going to europe at the end of the year! I am definitely jealous and envious and will be planning a shopping list for her to see if she can help buy some lust items. HAH.

Best friends forever! & no... none of us wanna count the years we had been friends.

I like 黄丽玲's songs (some anyway). Powerful, emotive & catchy- I am humming it always non-stop & look forward to K-ing her songs!

I like the k-drama Prosecutor Princess. I only watch 4 episodes but typically i bet, in essence, it will be how the rich, spoilt female leads who always screws up as a prosecutor rise from the ashes and become a good Prosecutor in the end. (not that I read the show's synopsis).Throw in 2 dashing male leads & you have a addictive love triangle to speculate. So i end up wondering, why do 2 such perfect guys end up fighting over 1 not-so-perfect spoilt rich lady whose biggest fear in life is that her daddy will burn away her entire walk-in closet.

Sigh. You can blame the rest of the mere female mortals for dreaminsg abt perfect prince charming.

Not that prince charming exists.

I admire my another colleague who is single and self-declared looking out and putting her words into action. i think its takes so much guts and bravery just to voice out the fact that, yes, I NEED A MAN IN MY LIFE! She deserves to be rewarded just for the fact that she is brave enought to say that out loud in a non whining manner!

i know what i want

i know what i want...

hence i am not satisfied , contented nor happy.

i wonder what will happen within the next 4 weeks. i wonder if i will suffer instantanous combustion or explosion. cause i have to say, it get just a tiny bit unbearable with each passing day. i am nearing my limit. i cant wait for the day when i can just throw the letter officially wash my hands outta this.

today they were talking abt gen y people n their tendecies to job hop after a year or two. eyes turned to stare at me & it gets a bit awkard. hurhur.

i envy my ex-colleague who made yet another company switch, earning much much more, in his words.

nightmare

dont have much positive feeling abt february. cause all the positive/happy things are already completed & what do I have to look forward in feb? pretty much nada.

but march is gonna be great. there is bonus , trips and my long awaited letter.

with or without a job.


actually, its not like i nvr done such things before. So... i will make it through. & prepare myself for better things to come. like driving license.

korea's winter

winter in 2011 was especially freezzzing... it was minus ten. The tour guide told us that its the first time that the HAN JIANG had frozen so badly.

my favourite pic was this candid photo which costs us five USD. FIVE USD. very overpriced. but we bought it still to support the kid who took the photo.

so yup. we managed to see snow, have snow fight and made snow man. & be supremely cold during the 7 days there.

but it is just fun. I nvr had a holiday which wasnt fun. hurhurhurhurhuhruhrhurrr.

alex got us presents from the states and i am so jealous and envious that he managed to spend some time the states being a student and a holiday maker. I wanna go toooooooooo.

i need a pay raise. i need a new job more.

anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

life is good. even tho i look tired, suffers from stress induced acne and headache and shop too much bacause i subconsciously undergo retail therapy.

anyway i think i know what the cause of the above; so i have a direction. I just hope I have the time and opportunity.