.....=X

i never learn my lessons, always breaking promises. somewhat but not entirely.

what else? the workaholic in me is rearing its head.

now, i dont need to look forward to weekend. hahahahahaahah. and i hope it rains lesser. ;)

all this while...;)

tada... what is so special with this pic?

heehehehe. kekekekke. i practise how to put fake eyelashes. and while i am at that, i put the sticker thinggy to make myself have obvious double eyelid just to see how it would look. heehee.dont my eys look twice/thrice as big? I like!!!!hahaha ;) should i start saving and just go for the eyelid cosmetic surgery?lol.

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and Last last week... managed to squeeze in a cycling trip with mr hamburger...heehee. to east coast!! then he said we can cycle to geylang for nice food, and since i am very ON person, i said OF COURSE, LETS DO IT.

And we did. omg. GOSH!! super tiring and torturing to the butt... all the turns and curves... damm tiring!! meandering through the construction sites, argh.... but it was worth it. ( think of the calories burnt!!;) our rented bikes, at the front.

first up, the famous 24h serving tou hua.

this is the hongkong dim sum across the tofu shop. heehee. we r both glutton. it was nice. esp the glutinous rice( is that what its called?.

and of course, we must appreciate the nice scenery before ending the day out.

life is a journey

evon called me recently... yakked about the pay and work etc etc.

realistically speaking, i think i am worse with my current situation. but there are always bright spots in any situation and from where i am standing i am seeing plenty!!;)

tmr is my last day at ocbc... so dammm fast, ya? its been one month! i've been sending out resumes but although there are loads of job openings, i feel job searching and getting employ is quite hard, regardless how gd they say the economy is.

but still, i cant help but be filled with hope and excitement everytime some1 calls me for a job interview. but then... so far, my interview sucked. my one and only interview. the moment she said that it was a marketing and sales position... i deflated. inside and out. hahaha.

it just feels so kana-cheated la. say marketing then end up got sales?! bleah. NO WAY!!!

in any case,TGIF every1 :)

going, gone.

okay

i know i sounded real depressed and unhappy when i was talking abt my job. but hey, i've got good news! i am gonna be replaced real soon. now that, that is confirmed, i feel way happier and more positive towards the boss. ;)

though i feel it was a wasted opportunity.

in any case, life goes on and i shall go on, hunting my job. hahaha.

i like that i will have a chance to pick and choose again. not knowing where i will end up makes mi excited and regardless, i still anticipate the future!!

my boyfriend, is feeling unhappy with his work too. evon is feeling unhappy with her work too. jay is unhappy with his work too.... well, and the list goes on. haha. i stay positive and optimistic that one day, i will find a job that i am willing to slave over. like those people in %^&*South who work til nine or ten and tells me, it just takes time to grow accustomed to working way late.

(I DON'T WANT!!)

but it's okay. when you are down, the only way to go is UP ;)))))

cam whores aka firewire peeps =)

10 Nov! Ah-ho's bday!! happy 20th bday!! she is back from a 2- week trip where she was busy travelling asia with 14 days. such exciting life!!!!!!!!!!!

we missed her loads!!!! at first she say dun1 come, but luckily her conscience caught up with her (wicked laughter) just kidding, ah ho! we r just glad u decided to come.

we met up over jap dinner. waited 30 min despite with reservations. crazyyyy. i wonder how come iciban deserved the super long queue it had.

and the waitress knocked over the miso souP!;S

i dunno what we r laughing about and y we act cute subsequently.

here's when we started attracting srangers' glances.

After cam-whoring and attracting strangers' glances, we still had room for something sweet, despite being so stuffed! By alex's recommendation. the mango is damm sweet, not sure about fresh but whatever, it tasted bery nice and eh...sweet. and sour. coz got strawberry sorbet. drools. drools. drools.i wanna try the kiwi one next time!!!!!!

after dessert, we went our separate ways. i think we meet up like once every 2 weeks, but it seems so far part, ya. then again. of course, since we used to see each other 5 days of the week. rachie is coming back from australia!! so we r gonna have another major gathering again!!;)

not feelin so great

when one half of a couple says "we need to talk"... its hardly good news. =S

i ... dont like the new job. i know i can do it. but i dont want to do it for a person who does not know how to appreciate it. i am so stressed with my work n sch work.

when a full time student says he doesnt have enuf time to do his sch work, where does that leave the part time student takin the same modules???????

i have become more short tempered these days. too stress. too stress. i cant be happy every single day of the week, of the month, of the year. so do the rest of us. sometimes, ppl says seeing you made my worries go away. BUT.

i am a realistic, practical person with not much romanticsm.

seeing you doesnt make my worries go away. its always there at the back of my mind. seeing you, gives me happier things to focus on though, and thats very important to me. its very helpful to me. hahaha.

alrighty, i wanna say sorry for being so short tempered. i am just too stressed out. no time no time. no time... no time. i am just so scared of not enuf time....

okay, i know what u r thinkin. no time ? no time? then still here to type ur blog entry??!! well, its my right to do whatever i wish to de-stress hor.

i just feel i have so much to learn. learn about sch, work and... love too.

BUT JUST NOT everything at the same time!!!!!!!!!!!

at the bottom of the food chain

when ppl ask me about my new job, i would say it is boring. first and foremost, i have to learn the everyday admin procedures... i.e. maintaining the data bases and doing up forms.

the one whom i report to is exercise freak: tai chi pro. the intern whom i learn from is very very capable, seriously i am impressed. i am just ... there. and thats how big the team is.

then i told her if 50% of my time is to do data entry, i am afraid i am not the right candidate. its very fustrating coz i rather be doing my sch work than data entry la. (but then if its really data entry for my pay... i also OooooOOOOoooKayyy-lor. haha)

anyway, happen to speak to old colleagues. the assist mktg manager. then she say this might the teething period where i will be doing things i hate most before i can move on, this period is the test of the character, the patience and the determination.

but i dun feel as good in the env lor. not abt the capabilities... but the atmosphere and the feelings the perms generate. somemore i sit outside the big shot's desk!! i can hear her discipline-sch-mistress -like orders and conversations. sometimes i think its absolutely spine-chilling.

overall... my other comment is... raffles place has a lot of places of good food!!! whahahahahaha.