Sunday, November 23, 2008

now- recess...ion

i love recess when i was young and in school. heehee. spent it payling hopscotch or five stones or eating and people-seeing in canteens.

anyway, now, everyday- the papers mentioned RECESSION. so do my bf, too. recession is depressingly scary- people lose their jobs. we should be thrifty. bleah bleah bleah. but the point of recession is that the economy is shrinking coz people aint spending- there is a lack of economic activity! vicious vicious cycle.

the rich should just keep spending please. preferably they should spend on the poor, but since when anybody understood the term "charity" in favour of "hendonism"??

the poor should be thrifty. the rest of us in between should spend only if we can afford. the last point being what TNP columnist advocate and i totally agree simply becoz

i am such a spendthrift. i am love buying cheap things! i am stil counting down to a holiday. its time to wind down WIND DOWN!

though yesterday was a pretty wind down day. my bff actually told me she tried to apply for a HBD flat n was rejected coz she isnt 21 yet. LOL. n then went to watch Magadescar 2. cute show! i also am anticipating Monsters VS Aliens more! the tralier was damm good. :)

Friday, November 14, 2008

honours n honoured n dishonoured

got a mail tht is inviting to me study for honours. one year in perth. will be damm shoick and this is yet another chance to study n live abroad. but since it takes 30k!!!!!!!... y get myself in debt SooOOO much when i can have a choice.

anyway. i had yet to finished my last sem. god knows how my last sem will turn out. maybe i wont qualify afterall?

i didnt managed to meet my deadline. there r times my boss ask me, why i haven do this or do that. but aint i suppose to proritise??haix. luckily my suppliers can help me. they stand to gain financially. why not right.


ytd, met an annoying cabbie who used to be in sales-FMCG. he wasnt armed with a degree... so he was slowly kicked out of the industry n has been out for 10 years. i wish i wasnt in his cab.

dear cabbie, my not takin any effort to make any sales pitch to you does not mean the pdt is lousy lor. it means my sales pitch IS lousy and you didnt manage to differenciate that. anyway, i cant be bothered to pitch to u-.-/ u aint remotely my target audience and i dont like talking to you one second longer than i have to.

instead of tellin him to shut up, i just kept nodding in agreement unethusiatically. i take pains to avoid conflict when possible. i thought when there is nothing to argue about maybe he can just talking abt OTHER stuff. but he kept going. he intepreted my lapse in response and unenthusiatic reply as an attitude toward my job n pdt rather than taking it as a sign of a lack of interest in a one-sided conversation.

he thinks he is so much better coz of his wealth of experience. but those experience has been outdated. bleah. is obsolete experience ever valuable?

GAH!!!

Friday, November 07, 2008

lucky?

i guess there has been one thousand and one person who has commented that i am in a "lucky" position. the latest to do so is my...GM!

ahhhhhh. i hope i am not abusing my luckiness. anyway, the launch event was one mixed with wet weather and battered feet. my poor feet! lol. walking up n down the 2 stories need amazing endurance and strength.

speakin of feet, i am really a shoe-poholic!!! every1 has a weakness guess mine is shoes n bags. i got 2 pairs of shoes mended by a shirtless highly educated cobbler and bought another pair in town. very indulgent, i know. lol.

Monday, November 03, 2008

crestfallen

i am been a bad bad girlfriend. i had been putting my friends and even colleagues above him!

it was agreed that i will bring him to the james bond gala premier but i last min am going to bring my gf cause i am eager to matchmake her with my AP boss. such a natural occasion for them to meet is just too good to be true n how can i just let it slip and wait for another god know how many months?

he was absolutely crestfallen but he being the nice guy he was supposed to be, just said OK. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i am sorrrrrry. i had apologized to him one million times. i still feel VERY bad.

me being, an aquarain, just somehow puts friendship above love, more often than i should. even tho friendships had hurt me more often than love. even tho my love now is treating me way better than friends.

anyway, gala premier is this Thur and the press launch is this Wed. after this, life will be way more normal.

i am been stressed. bery stressed. my mama is screaming at me to stop "dieting". erm. i am not like... dieting u know. but its just so stressed and hectic that i tend to eat lesser. n the junk food i eat at large volume, doesnt seem to register on my body... (yet???)

or is it because of the caffeience i take? afterall , my heart does beat faster and i feel adrenaline pulsing through my veins more often. then again, maybe those were the times, when i realized i did something wrong (again) and the adrenaline rush comes as i scrambled frantically and madly for a solution to make myself look less bad.

GAWD!!!!!!!! save. me. from. myself. pleaseeeee.