l.o.ve at 1st sight

i think i believe that if u like someone... u dont haf to take long to realize that you r attracted to that someone.

you just instinctly know tht he or she is that special someone, right?


as people ard me break up... i also noe of friends who r hitched to people they only knew not too long ago.


if relationship is based on superficial reasons and no genuine understanding of person is involved in the first place, will it last? maybe. who knows. even i can ans my rhetorical question. but if its rhetorical... ans aint required.



then again, that is what love at first sight is all about. ... yes? no?

TEP STARTS

i remember clearly azhar saying that we will like slackin in TEP... to the groans of most of us.

oh well, he is right!


TEP-slack-Hotel has ended ( much to the disappointment )and now we are gonna move ahead with purpose instead of just watching the time go by.( " yOU r the pioneers!! must set a high standard which will make ur junoirs *chuan.")


i am no longer workin with the people whom i've been workin mostly with since the start of sch. i am hopin that new good sparks will ignite then.


and i didnt mean to cause any hurt... not especially to my good friends! i just happened to leave out crucial words since i was too too sleepy!!!


on the last day of slackin TEP, we watched Battle Royale, very good!!!, with a lot of screaming involved thanks to rachel and maxine.

then Rachel showed us the best joke ever by using the MOUTHSPRAY DISINFECTANT on her face. she intended it for her eyes though.

flirts-YUCKS

i hate it when i am being flirted with. i hate the empty promises, the fake compliments even tho i knew that the person was just jokin and think that i can take the jokes.

yes, i can take it as jokes, as good clean fun.

but i just dont like it. at all.


i hate it when promises are empty, made with no real sincerity, made with no intention of keepin. i hate it when its all done in e guy's interest for self-entertainment, watchin the girl turn dizzy with the natural high of being praised or flustered with embarrassment...


of course, there is no natural high for me. just a contempt for this guy who is so slicky, greasy , oily and loose with makin promises.

i ought to remind myself, i should take things lightly.

shootin a MV

hey, my new part time job is workin as a talent agent exclusively for The Grapes.* The Grapes r AS, MA and RN. record company is Go-Eve-RecordS.


their new debut ( and only ) single is already available for dl at youtube, and if u wanna hire them for any events, please do lemme noe. their single features a super duper romantic plot starring a super duper hunKy drool worthy mr nice guy and a super duper charismatic female lead.


YOU MUST NOT MISS OUT ON THE EYE CANDY AND KOREAN DRAMA_ WORTHY PLOT!


the doolllies and cam angles r superb. so is the ( accidental ) pull focus. but i guess the best is the NG clip. the edits r also so pro! and the best thing is... it is ALL DONE WITH A ZERO BUDGET ...-.-/.


oh i found out that i am interested in being an artiste manager. maybe i should consider this field of work seriously. and shooting an MV is fun.


went to be studio audience for the pilot episode of TAPS. found out adrain pang is funny. may and choi r 2 politically polite , they should be seen and not heard with out a strong script to entertain the audience.

and i doubt TAPS would make it to the screen.KELSEY GRAMMER PRESENTS THE SKETCH SHOW is a really cool funny show!


and if every tep week is like this week, tep life would be uBer faB.=)

unlucky lucky me

SR says she has been flyin solo for the past few months... not by choice though. turns out that her friends in NP has decided to "outcast" her. and in her new workplace, things aint rosy either. she is "bullied" by her senoir colleagues.


except for her sec sch buddies... she isnt makin any new good friends at poly.


OMG. that is so ... sad. for lack of a better word.



i always like to say i have an unlucky, uncharmed life. but after hearin her happenings, its not for me to realise that there r fortunately some bright spots in my life.

*phew ... thank god!


my poly mates r great! i guess i lucked out for once.

bright side of life

ibu is always meeting nice ppl... those who will never betray her, outcast her, or even leave her alone to go to the toilet... ;) hee hee

horrible cramps

i hate menstral cramps. i never had them til i reached upper sec. though i matured long ago... HAH. it was so bad, i got cold sweat and just NEED to rest. couldnt concentrate on the bio lessons... ha, the bio teacher should understand this more than anyone else, maybe.



now... i get this stupid horrible queasy, cold-sweat inducing cramps occasionally. such as today. when i had to do opening at PM. i looked pathhetic i guess. and they rather me go home than stay there. at the time when the pain was really gonna subside. *peng!!!!!


so bye-bye $45! and free lunch and dinner. i was sent home.



i couldnt resist a walk in Junction 8. and ended up spendin more than what i could potentially earn today.


ah. at least it wasnt a splurge. i spend on what i Need, instead of what i Want.
*a PILLOW! how often can i buy that kind of thing?

shoppaholic's wet dream

i spent abt 8 hours window shoppin and shoppin...


YF decided to bestowed me her $30 Zara voucher on me as a super belated birthday present so we went there to find something to buy. and well.... .... nothing caught my eye. i didnt haf any desire to buy anything except for a cropped cardigan. and that super nice bling bling belt which is super out of buget. =(


i was ready to give up. YF also gave up. she wanted to photocopy her IC and gimme the voucher and just leave that place fast. in the end, just anyhow buy a yellow tee which is 35. SO ex for a tee.



so i got a tee instead of a crop jacket which i had been lookin since weeks ago.

and we carried on shoppin. and shoppin. and shoppin. i've NEVER window- shopped and shopped so much before!


we r so needy of time that we dun have to meet up for a simple meal. we r so pressed for time that we had to meet up in the train.

its hilarious . its also extremely Sad on the other hand.


and guess what. i finally found a decent cropped jacket in good old CWP. sometimes, u dont have to look far for the things u want.

and no more shoppin. enuff!!!! i am gonna save all the dough in the next few months and wait for GSS!!!! *whahahahahah.

i cant write...

i am becomin scared that one day i wont remenber how to write chinese characters properly anymore.

it feels awkward. i feel dumb and clumsy writing those strokes...


how did i become like that? =(

fun?

Kah Wei is a 27 years-old !!! wow. poly isnt diverse for nothing, man. and his part time job is a project coordinator among many others. ( and he also has a missin tooth...) i wonder why.


after a McDonald's lunch, the load of us went to MS Kbox and it was SO SO SO crowded! then did some window shoppin while waitin for the room. ha... alvin has so much enthusiasm, and i could luff just hearin Willis' voice, and the key word then, was HARMONY.*LOL.


and so now, i haf a reallly irritated throat due to overusage.

we overstayed one hour coz they keep forgettin the drinks the served us. HAH. huo gai. and for better or for worse, none of them changed at all. not in terms of personality at least.



and CY said i sound better with this hoarse voice. damm. this is the onlyy good thing that results from a cold, i guess. and this was like, a trademark Pheobe once said which Channel 5 used to promote the series.

fiNalllly

no jalan kayu in the end, altho i was rather glad. JK in that of weather would simply dirtty, muddy, smelly and messy.


if they had insisted on JK, i would have gone home to rest and not spend a bomb.

and finally, i got my hair cut with min. i almost choke when i saw how straight her hair has gotten after the blow-drying and i started to laugh while simultanously coughing. the guy doing my hair stared so blatantly at me!


and that day, i saw quite a lot of familiar faces, Huiwen was the salesgirl, Hanming and JOyce and also Ariel and her sis.

we finished mostly window shopppin at orchard before going to meet the rest at YCK. and due to the bad weather, we ended up at bugis, eatin local fare and doing some amatour tarot card readin.

Q: will i get a BF soon?
A: good news. but that person is likely to betray you.

Q: how will my career be like?
A: work hard and u will be earning a million bucks!

Q: will i get married in ten years?
A: No. he wont be able to settle down. he has too much energy and love for freedom to do that.( hM, at least that means i have a partner in mind to settle down with. btw he is supposed to be very attractive and older and charming accordin to the card.)

and yes, i keep choosin the pentacles card which is the currrency cards which symbolises i am a money minded freak. HA.


and i finished spendin the cash i just withdrew! my pay is my shoppin funds i guess. then wht do i work for?




ah-goh is forever remindin of my "talkin-session" with Amaida. i wish he stop though. just wan to forget abt that.

from all his stories, he really does not like( hate is too strong a word ) her for the things she does or does not do. is he tryin to turn me against her? i never was with her anyway.


and elaine has also quit!!!! gosh!

no more jalan kayu

i thought i recovered from my painful illness the last time round. but apparently NOT. maybe the threads of my illness were embedded within the DNA, thats why part two is stagin its war right now.

it started with an innocent cough... then with phelgm... then i caught a cold/flu and now i feel feverish. and the worst thing is... i cant even get out of work to rest properly!!!!!!!! they just told me to get a panadol and make sure i turn up tml. =( and the cough are gettin so BAD, i can literately choke on my saliva. my body is dyin to get those phelgm OUT!!!!! and the illness feels so familiar. just got a sense of deja vU but i hope it wont be as bad. record: i coughed til my tears droppped out ! wah, i am amazed at myself.


so. the net result is that i am not going to jalan kayu after weeks of talkin/emailin abt it. i cant even get a simple haircut done with Min. oh god. please turn my life for the better.


i was reallly llookin forward to it. =(


and i didnt go to that harks' music cafe after all. friday night entertainment is so eX! but i guess there is always next time. the atmosphere sounded like fun.

hee hee , its at princep street, first introduced to us via Dreamforest, and it brought back all the sch term memories.HA. i am quite happy that i could remenber the route which i walked only once, could have did Min proud! WHAHHAHAHAHAH.