Wednesday, March 24, 2010

first week of work...

first week of work is orientation!

but stilll, some handover was done. & today i was in office till 9pm. i guess this is how my life will be from now onwards. there is many things to do, many deadlines to meet & no1 to help u. it is suprememly intimidating to me but i cant wait to conquer it all.

I WILL CONQUER IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!


if not, i think i will just throw in the towel by the end of probation time. i mean... why waste each other's time if i am not gonna be happy there? anywayzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. will be trying my best. i actually dont feel sleepy now that i finnally reached home.


there is a weird adrenaline rush inside me. hm...................maybe i had been not-busy for too long?!

Monday, March 15, 2010

startin earlier than expected

i am gonna start my new job this thursday!

these days, all i can think about (mostly, beside shopping) is writting my farewell emails and starting my new job. i am composing the farewell email on-&-off in my head... hahahaha. sounds like i cant wait to leave, yah? which is not really true, cause its not like i cant wait to start at the new place.

i always have phobia of first day at work. & i am not good at saying goodbyes... in any case, being employed gives me good mood so i bought cheapo sunglasses at Cotton On x 2 pairs!!!!!

hardly can find sunnies which look good on my flat face. so just get them all! :)


& oh. the power of an addictive idol drama- i am going GAGA over Jerry Yan~!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 12, 2010

good luck to ZH

ZH is going to Nouvelle-Calédonie. is on the way. on the flight. on his first business trip.

New Caledonia has a history not unlike Australia. The indigenious group of people was not treated fairly. The once pure island was colonised by Europeans. And slowly the indigenious ppl became the minority. There was even apartheid treatment.

it is yet another small island not unlike Singapore but our history is much more kinder on our ancestors. I mean, everyone suffered during WW2, but not everyone has to go through apartheid treatment!

I dunno how this island looks like. I only hope that ZH can have time and the memory to take some pics for me to see. i do feel excited for him.


and i wonder... when can i also travel for work? it is a different exposure which is definitely helpful in self development and experience... n i find myself wanting what i cant have. at least at this point of time.

Friday, March 05, 2010

melbourne - back with thanks n gratefullness!

happy to announce that i had a good time in melbourne. afterall it was a holiday and always always CHoOSE to be happy!! haha.

i had a good time despite my cosmetic pouch's zip spoilt, broke my sunglasses , damage my necklace and grew some pimples over there.

the stars above had some pleasant surprise for me in the form of farrah and leia! yiitng's flatmate n younger sis. they are such friendly and hilarious pair of sisters! they were around to provide some much appreciated company to Great Ocean Road and Phillip's Island. Not to mention Old Melbourne Gaol and Skydeck which leia got us both student concession tics.

yiting let me sleep on the bed while she took the sleeping bag. she is just so sweeeet. :)

i thought i need to survive on my own somehow someway, but it ended up that we could hang around in pairs minimumly. They were around to help me carry my boxes of potato chips. thank god!!

it is just amusing to see melbourne in terms of grid! esp during on flight. those neat little squares just seem a little tooo neat. hurhur. like something out of cartoon!

emirates' inflight entertainment was a pleasant surprise too. my 800SGD return tics seem a steal for the 7.5 hour one way flight. there was so many latest movie to see and music to hear amongst other stuff. food & service was all right tooo. nothing to complain about.

i am glad the colleagues like the chewy nougat i carried back from queen vic market. i actually bought 2kg worth of nougat!! which i guess if i put at my office, can only last 2 days >,<.

well... i am really glad i went to visit yiting just like the way i said i would. i am glad i kept my promise to yiting and everything worked out well :)

i am glad that i kinda i sense some improvement within myself ... a better stronger person. i had some toxic people around me... okay. maybe just one. i am kinda anxious to move on. just so i wont be stuck in the past. as pathetic as can be. wanna be rid of the ghost and devil and toxins!!
wanna meet my challenges as the corporate slave i was never before!!!