things to remind myself

#1- bosses are humans only. & they suck as much as I do. specifically- their time mgt. #2- smile and act friendly at those above mentioned human beings even those i despise them as bosses. They are great human beings! But I think they can be much better bosses. #3- bosses are humans only. & they practise favouritism. I pity the one whom she did not favour. She told me what a bad grade she got... i REALLY feel for her. I hope she will bounce back and be a better person. OK i am done dissing them! Do i have any happy news? BF agreed to go for a R&R holiday with me! HAHA! any holiday is always good news (maybe except the one with bosses). No more shopping but wanna do massage and staring at the calm seas (no tsunamis, please). Sometime in MAY. maybe a resort in Cambodia. My portfolio expanded and I am gonna treat this as good news, cause it helps when i am updating my resume. :DDDDDD

mid-twenties crisis

i used to think i handle stress quite well- i simply blocked them out and refuse to admit that they exist. what stress??? I dont feel stressed even tho my face is having breakouts! I do it so well, that people think i am always happy. and ask me why am i always happy. cause i think happiness is a choice. one simply choose to be happy. there is no reason not to make this choice! now i am stressed with my work, cause i always feel i cant finish things on time. i have to deal with a egotistical sales manager who i dont respect. i am working 12 hrs a day and i dont like it and resent it to the max. i certainly dont feel happy n i try not to let it show excessively. then, what next? I have a boyfriend who always suggest breaking up when we run into unhappy situations. its already the ... 3rd or 4th time. I am so tempted to say YES LETS BREAK UP. FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE!! Thanks for suggesting this, at a time when I am already so super vexed with things in life. Thanks for making it worse! I AM SO SUPER FED UP as it is and i still have to work , look for a new jobs and deal with a 31 year old's childish tantrums? And what is the root of all this evil?? Seriously, why do i still want to work? What do I work for? i am having a mid-twenties crisis. Why am i at the prime of my life & yet I have so much resentment & unhappiness deep inside me? One thing has to go & i already know what is that; i just duno when will it happen!!!!!!