excited/enchanted

my fave new song from taylor swift: enchanted. a sweet simple song that probably can never never never go out of style unless BGR goes out of syle.

i am excited. i am off to bkk for company's training for next 9 days! off to meet folks from other countries that i also seen in email & nvr gave a second thought abt their real persons. off to trian and i hope nobody ask me qtns so that i can keep my mouth shut & avoid career sucidal moves.

don't ask me why it's bkk AGAIN- i just have this lovely enchanted fate with bkk, i guess. I had stop wondering why do i get so many signs of bkk in year 2011. (even the nearest meeting room to me, literately behind me, is named BKK). But if this should be the last time! hurhurhur.

my priority is to enjoy every minute of it (what training??!! I will most prob be people watching and daydreaming if I can get away from it). super warped, huh. but guess what I DONT CARE. woo hoooooooo. (unless i am threatened with immediate resignation. ok, then i care.)

The sq flight is at 4pm ; we will have a hotel room to each of us. Sounds like with the merger, the budget for such training is pretty big.

nonetheless, i am still sending out resumes at this time. how long has it been since i declared i wanna quit? since last nov? lol. its been abt 6 months then & i get nought reactions from the resumes that i sent (maybe 10 of them).

i believe in my instincts & i dont have a strong instinct that asking me to stay. BUT just one that is asking me stay , wait and see. & that's what i am going to do. wait&see. & clinging to strands of hope.

what next?

i am glad i went to korea... i came back mesmerized with its pop culture. & now, i am like some teenager nursing a teenage crush on 東方神起. "Keep Your Head Down" totally converted me into a fan. i am looping Keep Your Head Down since ... many hours ago. this 2 menber version of the group aint too bad!

& What happens when we lost GY as a minister? Who will replace him...?

First day going to work at MBC tomorrow! The mechanical action of going to
work , definitely qualifies as going to work for the first time. from my seat i have an unblocked view of the roads, building and sea view. That's a perk! But... i have a pay a price for it, cause my country head sits behind me!