chOices

i've come to a conclusion.

what u choose is what you get.

and

i might doubt my decisions, but i dont regret.


the reprecussions r always unpredictable. and it happens to be worser or at least unhappier than i had thought it would be. i thought there would no reprecussions, to be honest.

surpRISE!

i went shoppin with Ms M&M and i took a pic with her. haha. my face isnt the biggest hor.

WHEEEeeee! i had a surprise present from my good ole brother. who is back from HK since yesterday. right! it's even wrapped. its PINK. -.-hm, it is a watch. i like. despite i am not a pink person. kekeke. thanks, korkor. i will try to be a better, nicer sister. ie refrain from crashin ur comp and buy nice food for u.

TGIF?

for the past Fridays, i had been doing major OT.

so what if its Friday? i still need to stay back in office and finish whatever work i have. work i would have long finish if they could just make up their mind abt what they want. oh, whatever... change is the only constant. at least i can sleep more hours after a long day at work.

my direct supervisor behaves as though she might leave this co. any moment.

will there come a day when this mrkting departmt has only interns and managers?

one month of IPP

in the span of ONE month,

i have undergone a change of boss and soon, a change of seating and maybe desk number? argh. whatever.

my brother gone to HK! bet he will LOADS of fun, joy and laughter and those un-mentionables. muahahaha. (my perfered kind of laughter now)better bring back something nice for each and every1 of us!

major OT

friday morning, I stepped into the office feeling quite apprehensive cause I was supposed go see some fierce, uptight woman for next work task.that karen woman whom an gie didnt have any positive feeling for.

I was afraid that she would be unbearably hard. But it was ok. Turns out that she wanted me to just tag along for the next field trip.

No exactly field trip, but u get what I mean.

From CME launches to F&N, to Printers at tuas, to Warehouse visit. marketing is kinda not-boring in its way.

I like! But still I keep making those stupid careless mistakes, like spelling errors!the truth is i always want to get things done fast, so much that i never check enough to make sure its perfect. anyway... I think I should start spelling things the way it should be spelt in my blog.

mi and genesis had to stay til 9 PM. thats 3 hours OT. i stayed behind simply to fax to ALL the secondary sch. boss arranged Mac for us as dinner. Mac 2x in a week.


Next Monday is the big day and I seriously pray that I don’t screw up for stuff under my charge. If not, I would absolutely just get a F for my IPP straightaway.
* stomach churning at the thought of it.

me and my cube

u r lookin at 5 days of my life.

i think i am satisfied.

an gie left. before she left , she had issues with karen, and karen practically shoot the messenger (me) when she talk to me abt the issue. in the end, she had her way and i hope she is happy/ -.-.

so the best thing is keep quiet and open ears big big.

then caught up with some sec friends. have they changed ? i dunno. if they did, i couldnt tell. hahaha. went to cafe cartel, i tried their new items and it sucked lah. pictures LIE. if there is ever a restuarant whose pictures doesnt lie , i swear i will be the most loyal customer it ever will have.

cheated by pictires 2x in a week!

so my friend and i were talkin abt r we satisfied with what we have now. r we satisfied with our lives now.

i guess i am. i dare not ask for more or think abt more cause if i dun achieve it, i know i will be reallllllllly disappointed. i think i am procastinating in determining wht i exactly want in life and how am i gona be on my way.

i wan to be a carefree teenager as long as possible. going to work is going to sch. except that whatever mistakes i make in work affects the company too besides just myself.

actually i like being in marketing. but as interns, i keep kana faxing. and following-up. nothing intense. i wish to lighten the load of michele, but i know too little to help.

got a new boss.everything changes again i guess. i definitely hope its for the better. put me in a more important role. hopefully not the web content management... i would just drop dead inside the computer system.=(

i was realllllllly snappish with M.Y. so old already still so uber lame. cannot stand him le. at first still think he quite funny and laid back. he is laid back. just that super cold. and lame. and not funny. total gets on my nerves today.

y cant i have just a straight answer?

the lame-cold-not-witty replies totally rub me the wrong way.ARGH.