end of IPP part 2

hohoho, i just received the letter from Agency. this is not a dream. its in black n white.i am leaving n going. so fast!!


still...lemme introduce my very-soon-to-be-eX- manager!!

her name is Michelle!just like my previous IPP supervisor. and she just celebrated her XXth bday before leaving the office. (age is a secret for women.)

she is flying to thailand for her bday celebration.

happy birthday!!!!

not even thirty for a mktg mgr, i think she is considered quite quite young?

today, thursday, i am on annual leave! :) stay at home to do sch work. but i feel sick, so i guess i wont be productive anyway.

countdown: 1 last working day!

too bad i dun have a slacking period in between jobs. life's like that... always time not enough.

songs and trouble and future

today, finally i got to meet up with my best gal pal after so many months!!missed her company! hanging out with her, i got the feelin of being transported back to good ole sec sch days. not much stress. food was cheap. sch was near. friends were true.

just a short while and i ended up with a new pair of shoes, nail polish etc. haix. girls. i need to start saving up for my pending vacation.


there is always a first time for everything isnt it. whatever is hidden and oppressed will sooner or later come floating to the surface, and the longer it takes, the more explosive the outcome will be. hiding it, willing it to go away, is just faking everything. and wont it make things worst?

XoXo

i am scared of my new job... >,<>this is really happening.


maybe i should start envisioning myself as a tai tai and i will be able to be one of the tai tais instead of one of the worker ants. whahahahahahahahaha. maybe one day, my future husband is a .... millionaire or something coz he struck toto. that will be damm cool lor. whahahah.

okay, on the other hand, i am really mega mega excited la. i need the space here to gush about my excitement. whwhwhwhaaaa. hohohohohoohohoh. yah, baby! i am excitedly-scared abt where i will be heading.

after one and a half years later... i will be armed with a degree and it will be official, man. i will be climbing up the corporate leaders and er.... be in a well heeled position lor. what more can i hope and work towards to? tai tai is just not feasible. >,<

note to self:i need to start shifting my attitude. start asking : SO WHAT?!


Countdown:
1 working week. or. 4 working days.

from secondary to poly

had a sec sch gal pals lunch meeting at pizzahut. we took such different lifestyles and we are all at different points in life. i reALLY wonder what life has in store for each of us, twenty years down. WHAT WILL we become? i am so curious. sch, work, family, friends, love... how do we managed all this into 24 hours ??

now we are 5 young ladies, with a baby in a pram. hahahahaha. young ladies will grow to become auntie and... the baby will grow to become a brat and god knows, if any one else will become a mother in the near future. near... meaning by next year.

i cant be a mum!! i am still a child!!

ookkkaaayyyyyy. after the lunch appointment, i went to meet up with firewire i. e. maxine, teckie, KK and later ahmed!! fell very- asleep in the train though. tired sleepy. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

so tai tai... with our beloved seishii and his even more beloved sense of humour.

the group of 4. that is like only 1/2 the group lor. supposed to be the 5 of us but i was totally outta the pic!!!=C. syazzie sounded SO SEXY after this army stint. lol. excessive use of his throat has given him a damm hoarse quality which sounded... sexy lor. whahahahahahahahahah.

omg, i cant believe i have to memorise 12 chapters of law. can i really do it?? my memorizing skills... had been forsaken for god knows how long???????!!!!!!!

oh yah, i went to sign the contract for my new company alreadyzzzzzzzzzzzz. the agent said to me :" you dont know how lucky you are, Eve." and pls, dont expect me to believe this. i just LOL immediately. am i really? lucky? how am i supposed to believe that coming from an agent lor? he said i wasnt the first to be interviewed... and i was lucky to be chosen. am i really? i am expecting OT work and overworked. hahahaha.

it will be so different, working for a company with so many staff under one roof. office politics to 1000000 times, ya? i hope small fry like me dont have to be involved.

that familiar feeling of anticipation and fear mixed with excitement is back inside me. whahahahahhaaha. i really look forward to the first day of work. i cant believe, in a way, my wish came true. be careful what you wish for!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sadly, i am lucky

questions that keep churning in my mind...

how come my colleagues are such nice wonderful people? how come i still see their smiles, hear their laughter ....with me even tho i am the most dumbdumb person ever in that small space we work in? ( of course, taking everything at face value...*evil laughter)

i feel... i dont deserve their kindness. the better they are to me, the worse i feel abt myself. i want to run away. haix. too bad, at the same time, i am running away from a free 4 star trip to taiwan. i feel so super ultra sad.

there is a lot abt my current company that i will miss.... the different country manager ( and the food they bring back from their overseas trip), the different people from different country that i get to come across basically. =( and errrrrrrrrrrr.... thats abt it. whahhaahhaha.

my director says, so what if you commited a bad job? what if the same happens at the new company, are you going find a way to transfer....? of course not! that is my immediate response.

but... when i first had the thought to change job, change environment, i had wanted to try the banking industry. banking industry.... which according to my agent, once closed its doors on poly grads even for entrance level positons.

as luck had it, i spotted an ad for marketing assist(bank) and they promptly called me up and hired me after a 10 min interview, 2 hours later.

sometimes even if you want to run, it depends whether you have a place to run to.

i found it. and its my ideal place too!! what i have to give up.... no choice lor. at least i had a taste of it for 6 months. i will take it as another 6 months internship. yeah. reallly, i learnt and experience a lot, a lot. and whats makes it worthwhile was that the people were so absolutely nice about me the dumbdumb. so nice and patience and understanding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


the people who interviewed me already hinted they are workaholics and hinted that i would have to work OT.

OT.... who scared who lor. MCIS is the king of OT lor. whahahahahah. except that i now have part time studies to worry about. but lets just let nature run its course.

i got a lot to look forward to!!!!!! time is just not enough for me to do whatever i want and all that i want.

random

i just feel like posting this pic again. actually i duno if i posted this pic before. whahahah, but i definitely blogged abt this event before, the PRE UNIVERSITY SEMINAR WHERE WE WERE VIP!!!!!

misssssed those days damm bad. sch days. sch events= free nice food= eve- is -foodie- jokes= eve is fat. whahahahahaaaaa. i remmenber chocolate ecliars, sushi, ice cream puff, cakes, brownies from the below event. love their catering. dumb dumb jc students who served us. whhahaha. i MISSED ALL MY POLY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i slept for ten hours. and then i still napped for an hour? and i SNORED!!! whahahaha, i dont usually have a habit of snoring... only when i am tired. VERY VERY tired. faint. dammm. i just dont like to snore. lucky i cant hear myself when i snore. whahahahahahah.

i am craving for a new start! i hope i can have a new start.

i hope i can work in raffles place, church street.it will be so so so cooooolllllll!!!!!! but then again, who knows what happen behind those doors? so many uncertainties but i look forward to the ending and a new beginning. whenever that might be.

argh-sad!!!

Lust, caution didnt have the impact on me i was expecting. I really think its because of the cut scenes. without the cut scenes, it was already 2.5h. what a long movie, i was kinda restless already.

but anyway, the leads can act so much with just their eyes. lotsa shots when they dont need dialogues to convey the story.

but without the cut scenes which had so much hype before, the movie just doesnt seem to live up to my expectations.

which brings me to another point. why not retain the original version and just show it at R21??
is the gov's decision or the cinema's operator? i rather not watch the lust, caution and just let it remains as the hype which every1 is talking about rather than see it but not see it all.

i am a S

caught an opportunity to attend course- relationship n communications mgt.

it was mainly delivered via loads of jokes and laughter. jokes usually made with references to sexual innuedos>,<. tsk tsk.

then the speaker profiled us and i am such a high S. yah,S. a team worker who likes things Slow and Steady. usually quiet and not flamboyant. blend into the crowd. dont like to argue or rock the boat.

that's true leh. 100% true in the office context.

its not that i dont like to argue, but just that, in the office, whats the point of arguing and make things difficult if there is no need? i really very much prefer the quietness and peacefulness of the boring times. i am a yes-person if i see no reason to say no.

ZH has become my personnal taxi driver already. see him almost everyday coz he takes the trouble to send me to sch. (*smirk, to ah-gu) whahahahahah. and he also send me back home too... and i usually feel hungry n end up eating supper. there goes my slimmer bod!!!!!i am also takin lots of caffiene since i wanna stay up late to do my project.

haix, the danger of dating, ya? a lot of eating n no exercising.=S


i cant wait to see that Ang Lee movie;)