after ty showed me some stuff on Photoshop, went for supper at Maxwell food centre. coutesy of Joseph. could have taken pictures. but he brought a along a 3.2 mp digicam with no memory stick. effectively, he brought no camera. and my phone died on me.
woodlands's like, really uber ulu. HAHAHAH. no1 knows which road leads to wdl. lucky Sg road signs r plenty and one of them leads to wdl. lucky he can claim petrol.
there he shared some crushee-troubles stories. one lucky dude whom some pretty gal had fallen for. the pretty gal had even taken the first move only to be rejected by him! but still, she doesnt give up. still continue to do things for him. perhaps hoping to move him, to touch his heart and melt his guard. eh... i duno lah. anyhow say one. hahahaha. but this girl is really admirable. brave, courageous and determined. qualities that i reallllllly admire for i would never had such guts when it comes to a boy.
but too bad. she still faced such cruelty in the end.
why is it that i can remenber wat u did and forgotten what i had done?
our dpt went to shop n save together last fri. hahaha. i felt as though i was out with my parents... that i could take whatever i want and AM will pay for it. hahah. no la. i restrained.i controlled. i succeeded in behaving properly.
i changed place. AM sometimes yelled over to me. it could be so embarrassing... imagine she yelling what mistake i had committed and other dpt could know as well...=S.
i counted. i have been sitting at 3 diff places. that means, i changed place and telephone no every 2 months. amazing statistics.
i think i want attachment to FASTER end. its been months yet i still wished i dun need to wake up at six.>,<
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Thursday, January 25, 2007
no longer in my teens
hi all, among my friends, i am the first one to be outta my teens compared to those who had only been 19 for less than 30 days. lol.
today i reached home early .just nice. coz today is meant to be spent at my home sweet home.=)
today i saw BREL's CEO. he looked very distinguished and also quite Japanese. hahaha, dun ask me why. seems like a nice man , too bad his system screwed up on us. and on him too. it 'internal -server -error'ed him when he wanted to check the system.
only he couldnt even log into it when it 'internal-server-error'ed him. major oops!
today i got nothing much to do. i guess tmr will more than make up for it.
AM asked y the 3 interns from NYP r like not very pally with each other. HUH. i dun know leh. i wish i know. coz this 3 particular interns want nothing to do with each other? other ppl purposely want to build a wall ard themselves, disregard attempts at friendliness then that's it already what.
the most important thing being we r each fine being on our own.
i have memories on being dumped on my own by my own firewire ppl too. during orientation when the OGLs had to be in grp of 3s. who was "sacreficed" in the end? and why? coz she was thought to be able to survive on her own. with comparitive strangers. compared to the other ppl in qtn...
yup yup yup. nothing has changed. i am still fine on my own.
argh. i'm not gonna bring this issue up anymore.
today i reached home early .just nice. coz today is meant to be spent at my home sweet home.=)
today i saw BREL's CEO. he looked very distinguished and also quite Japanese. hahaha, dun ask me why. seems like a nice man , too bad his system screwed up on us. and on him too. it 'internal -server -error'ed him when he wanted to check the system.
only he couldnt even log into it when it 'internal-server-error'ed him. major oops!
today i got nothing much to do. i guess tmr will more than make up for it.
AM asked y the 3 interns from NYP r like not very pally with each other. HUH. i dun know leh. i wish i know. coz this 3 particular interns want nothing to do with each other? other ppl purposely want to build a wall ard themselves, disregard attempts at friendliness then that's it already what.
the most important thing being we r each fine being on our own.
i have memories on being dumped on my own by my own firewire ppl too. during orientation when the OGLs had to be in grp of 3s. who was "sacreficed" in the end? and why? coz she was thought to be able to survive on her own. with comparitive strangers. compared to the other ppl in qtn...
yup yup yup. nothing has changed. i am still fine on my own.
argh. i'm not gonna bring this issue up anymore.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
l luv my friends.
how did our lifes end up so differently? my life is so drama-less compared to other ppl close to me. but it's okay. with drama or without , we all face problems . differnt sorts and different kinds. i am glad i dont have to face yours. HAHAHHA. thats when i am glad for havin such a plain life.
spent 4 hours in Jean Yip to rebond my hair. total fell asleep when i sat down there. my butt hurt from sitting down so much. then subsequently, for the next few days, i just didnt have enough sleep. kept falling asleep on the bus. i am so afraid i would miss my stop.
i love my friends. they make mi cry. no lah. just kidding. i am Not drama enough for tears. cityhall is fast becoming our lao-di-fang.lol. my sec friends celebrated bday for me along with the night breeze at Esplanade. together with a about-to-patched-up boyfriend of YH. who doubled up as an excellent photographer. still dun have the pics. BUT will definitely have them... soon. i hope.
spent 4 hours in Jean Yip to rebond my hair. total fell asleep when i sat down there. my butt hurt from sitting down so much. then subsequently, for the next few days, i just didnt have enough sleep. kept falling asleep on the bus. i am so afraid i would miss my stop.
suffering from sore throat. slight cold. and a maSSive headache.
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i have a headache everytime i think abt what i wan and what to do achieve them. there are numerous , diverse things which i wanna do but they always have the same demominator.
MONEY.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
NTU talk-NYP co concert
i feel happy today.
went to the NTU Comm Studies talk with poly pals. as i surveyed the crowd and entertain the thought that i might go NTU and these r the new friends that i'll make... it made mi dread going to sch.
in the end, i have no regrets abt not being gd enough for NTU comm studies. the speakers totally...-.-
hello?!
the most vital... most important , vital facilities of sch life is the benches. we have small talk, eat lunch, do project, hold bazaars and have a short nap at the benches... therefore sch benches at the SCI are very vital in ur 4 yrs of sch life!!
huh... guess u r trying to be witty, humourous but forgetabtit. thanks.
so i am okay with NOT being able to "make it " for this programme. which appeared so yaya. "cooler than Engineering students? less weird than Lit students? "THE MOST GORGEOUS in the sch??
yes, humourous and spoken in a light manner. but still... yaya lor-.-
guess i will be doing a private degree at SIM.
then we had "high tea " at cedelele . eat the first scone of my life. with a spoon and knife. Hahahaha. listen to everyone talk. it was relaxed. it was good. i told them abt G.it is a relief to know that the problem doesnt lie with me. heck, its not my problem and its not a problem even. kkkkkk. wahtever.
then met with Alyssa- The One Whom Kelly Likes to Stare. Hahaa. we r so different but our friendship is so solid.
yesterday, was ushering at the CO concert. i couldnt spot alex and chin teck. but i have ur cd. maybe u guys should autograph for me...
and i am very touched that SAOs remenber me. i am used to being a forgotten character. anyway, i wasnt that prominent to them anyway. touched til the point of tears and supremely amazed that they have such good memories to remenber my name. (maybe cause it is easy to remenber.) ha.
felt i wasnt doing a lot for the CO Concert. standing there and sticking out my hand to show the way and even accidentally slapping a girl on the face when i stuck out my hand last minute while she was walking behind me. She VERY SUAY. and i very sorry. but very hilarious. HA.
at the last minute, proved myself useful coz i manged to help a pair of mother and daughter to find seats in the dark and quite full audi. hearing their thanks made mi feel good. then got free food and just horse around generally with ateam ppl.
lifa said i am going to be out of ateam. she asked for a reason for me to remain in the team. guess what. i didnt want to provide a reason. if you want to kick me out. so be it. i am okay with it. since i am gonna grad in 2 months and there is nothing much i could do essentially. cool. calm and a bit too nonchalent. haha.
well, u didnt know that i did feel sad but i refused to tear and acted it was no big deal. truth was i was very VERY glad to know it is NOT true. ... right?!
IPP stripped me of the chance to join the installation programme. OT made it impractical for me to go GM. but i am reallllly glad of the ppl there r still so nice and friendly!!=)
a long entry coz so much happened. if i was not dreaming. my friend is goonnna get married and i will be helping her out her dinner bash! hahaha. what a change in direction when we r not that different to begin with.
AM's father suddenly went hospital on friday due to heart attack. so suddden. so sad. i hope everything will be ok. it effectively made mi squash all thoughts to go overseas study. i want to stay close to home and parents and my friends. i am learning new things still. typing in chinese, even. haha.
went to the NTU Comm Studies talk with poly pals. as i surveyed the crowd and entertain the thought that i might go NTU and these r the new friends that i'll make... it made mi dread going to sch.
in the end, i have no regrets abt not being gd enough for NTU comm studies. the speakers totally...-.-
hello?!
the most vital... most important , vital facilities of sch life is the benches. we have small talk, eat lunch, do project, hold bazaars and have a short nap at the benches... therefore sch benches at the SCI are very vital in ur 4 yrs of sch life!!
huh... guess u r trying to be witty, humourous but forgetabtit. thanks.
so i am okay with NOT being able to "make it " for this programme. which appeared so yaya. "cooler than Engineering students? less weird than Lit students? "THE MOST GORGEOUS in the sch??
yes, humourous and spoken in a light manner. but still... yaya lor-.-
guess i will be doing a private degree at SIM.
then we had "high tea " at cedelele . eat the first scone of my life. with a spoon and knife. Hahahaha. listen to everyone talk. it was relaxed. it was good. i told them abt G.it is a relief to know that the problem doesnt lie with me. heck, its not my problem and its not a problem even. kkkkkk. wahtever.
then met with Alyssa- The One Whom Kelly Likes to Stare. Hahaa. we r so different but our friendship is so solid.
yesterday, was ushering at the CO concert. i couldnt spot alex and chin teck. but i have ur cd. maybe u guys should autograph for me...
and i am very touched that SAOs remenber me. i am used to being a forgotten character. anyway, i wasnt that prominent to them anyway. touched til the point of tears and supremely amazed that they have such good memories to remenber my name. (maybe cause it is easy to remenber.) ha.
felt i wasnt doing a lot for the CO Concert. standing there and sticking out my hand to show the way and even accidentally slapping a girl on the face when i stuck out my hand last minute while she was walking behind me. She VERY SUAY. and i very sorry. but very hilarious. HA.
at the last minute, proved myself useful coz i manged to help a pair of mother and daughter to find seats in the dark and quite full audi. hearing their thanks made mi feel good. then got free food and just horse around generally with ateam ppl.
lifa said i am going to be out of ateam. she asked for a reason for me to remain in the team. guess what. i didnt want to provide a reason. if you want to kick me out. so be it. i am okay with it. since i am gonna grad in 2 months and there is nothing much i could do essentially. cool. calm and a bit too nonchalent. haha.
well, u didnt know that i did feel sad but i refused to tear and acted it was no big deal. truth was i was very VERY glad to know it is NOT true. ... right?!
IPP stripped me of the chance to join the installation programme. OT made it impractical for me to go GM. but i am reallllly glad of the ppl there r still so nice and friendly!!=)
a long entry coz so much happened. if i was not dreaming. my friend is goonnna get married and i will be helping her out her dinner bash! hahaha. what a change in direction when we r not that different to begin with.
AM's father suddenly went hospital on friday due to heart attack. so suddden. so sad. i hope everything will be ok. it effectively made mi squash all thoughts to go overseas study. i want to stay close to home and parents and my friends. i am learning new things still. typing in chinese, even. haha.
Friday, January 05, 2007
introducing the new intern(k)
i bought lemons to freshen the air up, due to the unfortunate mess created by the supervisor.that was about around 8.15 am.
then, help kaidi write 211 for about 300 hundred envelopes. then suddenly, Mary asked me to call Eugene and tells me that there is someone outside waiting to meet a marketing rep. HAIZ. felt like i was pulled in all directions. Eugene wanted us to go to NHS, which is at CLEMENTI... NOW. right boss, not when there is some external party all prepared for a meeting...right? thats about 10 am
then this guy rep from whatever print company, was expecting a manager, too bad end up its me. somemore he so tall, literately looked down on me. But still, after confessing i am just a intern, he never lost professionalism, still went through his sales call quite nicely, perhaps more relaxed. HAH.
duno why, started to ask what i study... and turned out we studied about the same thing. except he went for a uni edu at Perth. that explains his eng accent. even got to know he is into production but too bad, doing sales coz bread is more important afterall. running out of time, if not, i could have entertain him longer. so too bad, dude. HAH.
FINALLY STEP OUT of the office around 12 pm. haha, 2 hours after the first call to E. took cab to the NHS. sun so bright even big-eyed K had to squint until he smalled eyed like me. HAH. rush there, pay cab fare there goes the money in the wallet. NO MORE MONEE. very envious when we saw sec sch kids with a BIG wad of cash nonchalently.
go there ... not very productive in my opinion. stay at office would have accomplish more.
i just feel today is quite eventful. like a whirlwind day.
then, help kaidi write 211 for about 300 hundred envelopes. then suddenly, Mary asked me to call Eugene and tells me that there is someone outside waiting to meet a marketing rep. HAIZ. felt like i was pulled in all directions. Eugene wanted us to go to NHS, which is at CLEMENTI... NOW. right boss, not when there is some external party all prepared for a meeting...right? thats about 10 am
then this guy rep from whatever print company, was expecting a manager, too bad end up its me. somemore he so tall, literately looked down on me. But still, after confessing i am just a intern, he never lost professionalism, still went through his sales call quite nicely, perhaps more relaxed. HAH.
duno why, started to ask what i study... and turned out we studied about the same thing. except he went for a uni edu at Perth. that explains his eng accent. even got to know he is into production but too bad, doing sales coz bread is more important afterall. running out of time, if not, i could have entertain him longer. so too bad, dude. HAH.
FINALLY STEP OUT of the office around 12 pm. haha, 2 hours after the first call to E. took cab to the NHS. sun so bright even big-eyed K had to squint until he smalled eyed like me. HAH. rush there, pay cab fare there goes the money in the wallet. NO MORE MONEE. very envious when we saw sec sch kids with a BIG wad of cash nonchalently.
go there ... not very productive in my opinion. stay at office would have accomplish more.
i just feel today is quite eventful. like a whirlwind day.
Monday, January 01, 2007
i hate red
hm, went to see 2 movies in a row.
firstly DEATH NOTE 2. just so that i can know the ending for this series. in the end, every lead character dies. if you dont want to think about writing any stories about original characters any longer just make the original lead characters ALL die.
then ta-DaaH. the end.
then, BLOOD DIAMOND. NC-16. blood and gore. now i aboslutely detest the color red. yucks!!! red reminds me of blood. of blood shed. of war. of unrest and death. no thanks.
me and KT both think its a good film. yes it is. this film squashed my desire for diamonds before i could i even start. it is a quite a sad film rooted in the ugliness of the extreme side of humanity.
so, my new year was spent watching Blood Diamond, in angst and suspense. in disbelieve with how crazy , self destructive humans can be with each other. lucky i didnt have nightmares last night.
i will be older in 24 days' time. GOSH!!! ... GAWD. no more candy and school. it has become money and work. it really doesnt feel that long when i was in primary sch and being caned when i was naughty. HAHAHA.
how my priorites had changed. i want a degree. a carreer. a boyfriend. a family. and 1.8 children.
i want to study communications. earn a lot of monee. do lasik. i want to travel as much as i can. i want to invest my monee instead of just saving it in POSB.
but HAH. bullshit lah. i want to be contented with my life even if i cant have anything above.
cant be bothered to make new year resolutions anymore. they usually dont come true for me.
firstly DEATH NOTE 2. just so that i can know the ending for this series. in the end, every lead character dies. if you dont want to think about writing any stories about original characters any longer just make the original lead characters ALL die.
then ta-DaaH. the end.
then, BLOOD DIAMOND. NC-16. blood and gore. now i aboslutely detest the color red. yucks!!! red reminds me of blood. of blood shed. of war. of unrest and death. no thanks.
me and KT both think its a good film. yes it is. this film squashed my desire for diamonds before i could i even start. it is a quite a sad film rooted in the ugliness of the extreme side of humanity.
so, my new year was spent watching Blood Diamond, in angst and suspense. in disbelieve with how crazy , self destructive humans can be with each other. lucky i didnt have nightmares last night.
i will be older in 24 days' time. GOSH!!! ... GAWD. no more candy and school. it has become money and work. it really doesnt feel that long when i was in primary sch and being caned when i was naughty. HAHAHA.
how my priorites had changed. i want a degree. a carreer. a boyfriend. a family. and 1.8 children.
i want to study communications. earn a lot of monee. do lasik. i want to travel as much as i can. i want to invest my monee instead of just saving it in POSB.
but HAH. bullshit lah. i want to be contented with my life even if i cant have anything above.
cant be bothered to make new year resolutions anymore. they usually dont come true for me.
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