i feel happy today.
went to the NTU Comm Studies talk with poly pals. as i surveyed the crowd and entertain the thought that i might go NTU and these r the new friends that i'll make... it made mi dread going to sch.
in the end, i have no regrets abt not being gd enough for NTU comm studies. the speakers totally...-.-
hello?!
the most vital... most important , vital facilities of sch life is the benches. we have small talk, eat lunch, do project, hold bazaars and have a short nap at the benches... therefore sch benches at the SCI are very vital in ur 4 yrs of sch life!!
huh... guess u r trying to be witty, humourous but forgetabtit. thanks.
so i am okay with NOT being able to "make it " for this programme. which appeared so yaya. "cooler than Engineering students? less weird than Lit students? "THE MOST GORGEOUS in the sch??
yes, humourous and spoken in a light manner. but still... yaya lor-.-
guess i will be doing a private degree at SIM.
then we had "high tea " at cedelele . eat the first scone of my life. with a spoon and knife. Hahahaha. listen to everyone talk. it was relaxed. it was good. i told them abt G.it is a relief to know that the problem doesnt lie with me. heck, its not my problem and its not a problem even. kkkkkk. wahtever.
then met with Alyssa- The One Whom Kelly Likes to Stare. Hahaa. we r so different but our friendship is so solid.
yesterday, was ushering at the CO concert. i couldnt spot alex and chin teck. but i have ur cd. maybe u guys should autograph for me...
and i am very touched that SAOs remenber me. i am used to being a forgotten character. anyway, i wasnt that prominent to them anyway. touched til the point of tears and supremely amazed that they have such good memories to remenber my name. (maybe cause it is easy to remenber.) ha.
felt i wasnt doing a lot for the CO Concert. standing there and sticking out my hand to show the way and even accidentally slapping a girl on the face when i stuck out my hand last minute while she was walking behind me. She VERY SUAY. and i very sorry. but very hilarious. HA.
at the last minute, proved myself useful coz i manged to help a pair of mother and daughter to find seats in the dark and quite full audi. hearing their thanks made mi feel good. then got free food and just horse around generally with ateam ppl.
lifa said i am going to be out of ateam. she asked for a reason for me to remain in the team. guess what. i didnt want to provide a reason. if you want to kick me out. so be it. i am okay with it. since i am gonna grad in 2 months and there is nothing much i could do essentially. cool. calm and a bit too nonchalent. haha.
well, u didnt know that i did feel sad but i refused to tear and acted it was no big deal. truth was i was very VERY glad to know it is NOT true. ... right?!
IPP stripped me of the chance to join the installation programme. OT made it impractical for me to go GM. but i am reallllly glad of the ppl there r still so nice and friendly!!=)
a long entry coz so much happened. if i was not dreaming. my friend is goonnna get married and i will be helping her out her dinner bash! hahaha. what a change in direction when we r not that different to begin with.
AM's father suddenly went hospital on friday due to heart attack. so suddden. so sad. i hope everything will be ok. it effectively made mi squash all thoughts to go overseas study. i want to stay close to home and parents and my friends. i am learning new things still. typing in chinese, even. haha.