Sunday, April 19, 2009

worries

my compulsive disorder is the act of worrying.

for example, the reason i cant sleep now is because i am worrying abt tomorrow. abt tmr's meeting. abt going thru the motions in life.

since i worry so much, i try not to think about the fact i worry too much. go with the flow as they say. just do what is needed.

í am irked by boss's comment. the passion comment AGAIN. so it has been 2 months down the road and nothing in me changed. well. i just try to do my best as a marketer in training. i want to do it well. but does it mean i have to be so "passionate" in what i am doing?

why does she make me feel wrong, that i do not or appear not to have passion? i feel mad that i feel i am wrong coz puh leeeze. how many ppl have passion in wht they do for a living in this big fat world? i mean, its great if you have it, but so wat if i dont??


gah!

on a totally diff note: Chong Pang Nasi Lemak's chicken wings R reallly very memorable! went there for dinner .... and it lingered in my mind right up till the moment i am awake the next day with a hungry stomache. it is the first thing that came to mind.