Thursday, August 09, 2007

breeze

i like night breeze. dippin ur feet in the cold water. it all feels great.

i made my mama angry coz my phone bill overshot.

i should learn japanese, thoroughly, so that i can work in the japanese market, but how? i dun think i can handle that now, esp with part time uni coming up and also full time work. but if i dun work, maybe can learn, but where i do get the sch fees all saved up??? want to cry.


the oldest trade in mankind, is the saddest trade too. nowadays, would any1 want to do that as an ambition? waiting on the sidewalks ,waiting to be picked up, hoping to brought back to a room. bleah. n the papers said that a prostitute was kana robbed of her handbag n not paid for her service. guys can be such bastards!!

how do u trust guys when they r capable of such despicable actions? so... the tactic would be Not To Trust. can trust... only as far as u can throw them and that's not a lot. for me, the sole tactic i live by to deal with men, is not to give them what they want. not until they given u what u want, whatever it is, that u want. hahahahaha. is it confusing?

but anyway. i dun trust. not becoz i had been hurt b4 terribly but coz i witness ppl kana hurt so terribly especially when they had given literately whatever they can give to a man they supposedly love n love back them.


bleah.