i've got good news. i made up with that pettychildishcolleague.
haahaa. despite whatever names i have for him, he was a friend in the first place, and i hate to lose a friend i made. i mean, every1 has shortcomings, i am just as lousy as the next person to me but we accept the shortcomings, try to improve on them and work our way around it.
how do i escape the zzz-monster after lunch.... dont eat??!!! IMPOSSIBLE but really, its so ... irritating to feel so sleepy at work lah.
let me have a moment to daydream and create a fantasy...
i daydream about...
being converted to a perm, promoted to a exec... and most esssentially .... a RISE in pay. then an expansion in the jobscope.tobegivenamarkettobeinchargeof.preferablyjapanmarketandthenthey will send me to study jap so that i can be better equipped to handle jap.flytojapandwork on -off.occasionally. not that i want to be based there.
BUT WHATEEVER. in anycase, i know its not coming true. so i am... sharing my wildest fantasy with my pos here. just imagine it makes mi feel on a psuedo high. hahahaha.
but, that is something i can work towards to. =) in the next 2-3 years.