hi all, every1 knows i have weight issue even tho i try not to bother myself about it unless some1 bother me abt it. so u can say some1 just stomped on my fragile self -esteem and self image.
first the new sales colleague said i look rounder. then she said if any1 cant finish anything u can just pass it to eve. then she asked if i got a bf. i said no, coz i am too fat to have 1. a blatant dig at her previous comments. but my sarca was lost on her. SO LOST on her skinny brain inside her skinny skull.
but NVM, thats beside the point. she hurriedly proceeded to do a self perceived good deed. she went on to advise me not to tell my AM that she doesnt have a bf coz she is 2 overweight to have 1. she though she had prevented a great disaster from happening.
EXCUSE ME!!! do u sincerely believe that i think i am single coz i am too fat to have a BF?! that i would be so DUMB to just go up to my AM and say " hey u know what ? SKINNY_thou made me realize something. we r single coz we r too fat to have bf!"
OMG, u totally underestimate eveything abt me. besides, my AM is prettier than skinny-thou by virtue she got curves and carry herself well. N she got more intelligence in her one quater of her pinkie than ur entire brain.
how clueless can some1 get? she totally rubbed me the wrong way. she insulted me. insulted my intelligence. insulted my EQ. insulted my relationship with my AM. OMG. i really had to control to stop myself from asking
ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT ???
ARE YOU STUPID OR WHAT ???
but anyway, kept my cool despite i was so annoyed! i really felt incredulous at her response. my eyes actually widened, my jaw slacked and i was momentarily stunned by the knowledge that she THINK she is doing me a HUGE favour on how to behave myself. BUT i proceeded to laugh it off... and just carry on eating what i want. =) office life made me fatter. but i got no mood to exercise since i dun even have enough sleep. life is too short to deny myself from what i want and like. especially ppl ard me has been going to hospital in sudden notice.
tagged along with supervisor to accounts department. to see Jenny, a mature lady, for her claims. she looked at me and just said, I would marry a rich man! Of course i asked why. and the ans is, coz i am pretty enough to marry 1. HILARIOUS LOR. me in my specs and nude makeup face . kekeke. but it was music to my ears. i cant believe ppl can take a look at me n be able to guess that i wanna marry a rich man. kekekeke.