to my dearest papa.
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY.
and.i am sorry.i am sorry for making u and mama worry sick about me.
i never thought of calling you and mother cause i thought you all would be asleep anyway. i am sorry that i caused a sleepless night for you cause you thought i might be missing. i am still the little girl who couldnt take care of herself in your eyes.
i will always be a little girl in your eyes.
anyway, you shouldnt have worried. i spent the night holed away in a ktv room with my colleagues and managers, with smoke and green tea chivas, with bad shouting/singing, with also tears and laughter.
because our dearest outlet manager Amaida will be transferrin to Tampines after spending three years at J8. Jean weeped like a baby despite she was already 40 years old. thats how deep the attachment she had with the older crew members in the outlet.
i didnt feel that sad. after all, i spent only 7 months there and half the time i didnt work with her. but still, had to admit she is nice to all of us.
they drunk and drunk. to drown their sorrow and conjour up the High. but ultimately, they dedicated songs like Hero to her and sang it in tears.
saded.
anyway... change is always a constant and althou u should embrace it, you cant stop yourself from feelin sad.
and so, i was holed away in the ktv room at town from 1 to 6 am, til they closed the place, from the stoppage of public transportation til they resumed the service. saved from giviing the exorbitant midnight charge!=)
a night without sleep, followed by a oiishi breakfast at Casuarina Prata... DaMMMM NICE. way better than Jalan Kayu. i dun think i will ever go there again. again, JK SUX. bad service and so-so food.
big and crispy and fluffy and hot and tasty. yum!=)
again, good food seems to be at ulu places. was only introduced to it by joseph, and lucky he provided the transport. the perks of being able to drive. but still, finding a parking space is damm hard.
we tried to find the famous bak ku teh shop near balestier. BUT COULDNT FIND DESPITE CIRCILING THE STUPID ROAD FOR SO MANY TIMES. oh well, in the end, we found out we had the wrong road name. it was NEAR balestier road but not AT balesier road, but instead at rangoon road. we are a family of goons.
sadded.
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will you help me wipe off my tears/ persiprations?
yes. only if i have a third hand.=) only if there is a space for me to stand next to you.