i cant let go of what happened on the 10th july 2007.
his stupid words keep burning in my mind and my clever retorts had to be bite back. i really hate this. i hate being beaten down just because the other party is unreasonable and angry and i am not. i hate having to back off because i was ASKED TO by my boss. i hate that i lost the chance to show the people ard me that i am very capable of a verbal fight. i hate that ,since i am never gonna talk to self centred jerks anymore, i am never getting a chance to shoot such people left, right, center, front and back.
yes, like any normal bitchy girl, i want to retaliate but i cant and I HATE IT.
and i just read his blog, his side of the story.( HOW could i NOT read?)
he makes perfect sense.
i did judged things superficially. which is the only way things could be judged whhhhat. i was giving my opinions formulated after observations of physical actions! pls advise, how else to judge?
in any case, I WAS WRONG to do that. here, i apologize. i am not afraid to apologize when i am wrong OK? i apologize becoz i didnt know abt the hardships he had to go through. because before this, he told stories about how he collected V3s and PSPs as toys and treated his parents to the very best, how am i supposed to know that he is very tight every month, if he chose to leave those details of him scimping and saving out?
so even though his actions technically qualified as what i described, i still cant use those words to describe his actions.
i am supposed to "grow up and fuck off."
ohhhhhhhhhh. that's very grown up of u.
and i also come to realize, this is simply a clash of opinions. things dun have to be so ugly. personnel things dun have to brought into the office.
the source of the problem, is my ignorance and misinterpretation of the situations.
is that a very big deal? isnt this problem correctable?
while his focus on this whole saga is on the words money-minded, mine werent really on it. the focus of the entry was Lack of Generosity.-.-