Saturday, September 22, 2007

nightmare?

i hardly remember if i dream, i often think i dont dream. anyway, i remember a dream from last night.

i was asked to go out and buy something by my boss, but i didnt buy anything after i reach the shop for whatever reason. n then, my boss could buy the same things by sending an email to the seller or something while i couldnt despite a trip to the shop!

ahhhhhhhhhhh.

okay, calm down. LOL.

i wonder can i really handle sch and work. i dont think i can afford to find out coz what if i screw up at work (again)coz i am too burnt out? its better to just leave without further damage to my rep. but the thing is, the timing is so akward. coz HR already included me in the Taipei trip. if i leave... it's SUCH A WASTE.

so stressed. haha.


yesterday ate too much. bloated. yest, the bloody traffice was so bad. yest, i yelled at the innocent older guy coz i was just so bloody fustrated.