Hi Eve,
Cant believe you finally made it to Europe after all these years, like 5 years, despite being just a worker ant. Cant believe you went to EASTERN Europe instead of the Paris/London, the way you always thought it will be.
Life is strange but as long as you can go to Europe, it is just as good. We gotta be flexible, HUH? But despite you didnt go to those outlet shopping cities, you gotta be super mindful of your expenditure, coz for some bewitched reason, you overspend on a bloody depreciating diamond watch. But since you always think money can be earned back... I suppose there is no use regretting LIVE IN THE MOMENT!! ESPECIALLY SINCE IT WAS ON HOLIDAY, huh.
I also think this attitude will kill you if it continues when you have to start feeding a family. Dont always rationalize your expenditure by saying "this is the last year i can spend recklessly on myself .... from 2014 onwards times changed, and spending on yourself is the ABSOLUTE last priority", with your 1/2 a million dollar HDB flat and expensive children (hopefully) to feed... I think you need to learn from your parents the way they treasure every last dollar. But still that's something happening in 2014. HAHA.
OK, whatever. I think you cannot change your spots untill you realize you got last than $2k in your bank. And that all those material simply doesnt matter as long as you have a roof on your head & food in the refrigerator.
Hmm. Would you have chosen not to go Europe despite being 10K poorer? Guess not, since $$ in the bank means nothing you as you dont even bother you shd ALREADY start saving for the bloody house. Guess you would still exchange it for the old world experience of Europe , to see the history in front of your eyes and to simply appreciate what you have in Spore more. (except for the hot sweaty weather). & worry about those worrisome housing/wedding matters later on.
Anyway, will you be on track on your next big travel destination (that is like, so, the wrong priority, but still) ?? I know you so wanna go USA , another farwaway continent to be on the ultimate shopping spree. To see the land of the pop culture that you are living with since you know what is pop music.
Well nobody knows. Nobody knows you would really splurge on that bloody depreciating watch. Nobody including yourself, huh. So seriously, did that watch make you happy? Most likely yes, since in your heart, you really like it & like all the memories that it represents.
& on a different note, it was quite a surprise for you to receive FB request from RT. But glad you didnt lose sleep after realizing all the lies he told you (once you finish scanning his fb page)
I mean, what is the reason for him toning down his family wealth?? Like, saying his family company is just small local firm compared to the one of the largest shipping company in the SEA worth quite a few million USD? Is it becoz 80 USD MIL, is just small change in his eyes? Maybe it is, coz you nvr know whats the psyche of rich ppl.
& what is with saying he was a kid with no siblings, when he had 2 sibling?? Is he like, delusional? Maybe then, you had befriended a weirdo but you didnt know it.... how psycho & slightly creepy to know someone who couldnt tell the truth about the himself.
Ok, I know, that is just you dramatizing your boring life. Thats what you always feel the need to explore the world so that you can add some awesome chapters in your life. & I know, you cant be bothered to stay perplexed with those weird stuff in life... once you have some awesome food to focus on!
And, that is it from me,
love,
your voice in your head.